Torn Apart

I have been on vacation from publishing my writings for 5 months but today i will post this.

      When your head seems so far from your feet when you right hand seems to far from the lefthand when your cold heart ices your whole body. When you long for is an embrace of love to warm you up but to no avail. You search for any where you could find peace to rest your body.
The problems outweigh her body, they seem to be drowning her. She tries to sail through but the problems keep raising. She looks for a way through but none seems to appear. She looks for something to cling on but she is lost in the weight of the whole world around. If you looked at her she would give you the warmest smile cause she's filled with insecurity and doubt that no one could help her in this situation. She's torn in between loving herself and letting go but not even her neighbor can smell of it. She believes in her strong self. She wakes every morning to a new day hoping for a miracle but breaks down when she reaches to her bed in the evening to her dismay. Nothing seems to change . The world seems not to be rotating anymore. "Why me?"she thinks to herself.. No one replies her not even her gut.
She wishes she was a little child with no worries..